I'm finishing this semester, and having somewhat of a life, while remaining poor as dirt, and not taking half as many pictures as I want to be taking.

What I should do is, just take pictures.

I still need a job.

ohh no.

Library

I wish someone took took film pictures of me

it'll happen.
Everything I want, will happen, I'm going to make sure of it.

BEACH FILM

Birthday Dress

My new OU dress, I got for my birthday, to wear on my birthday.
I wore it, probably 4 times at least on my beach trip. New sandals, also, that I purchased with my Grandmy's birthday gift to me ($$$), also from OU.
The hat is very very old, no idea where it's from, and the cardigan is simply from target.

I'm depressed so I look at expensive dresses, and get even more depressed

The top two are from Urban outfitters, of course, and The bottom Two are from Needsupply.com

It bugs me how needsupply cuts the heads of the models. If I were one of their models, I would want my face in there. Recognition!

I'm starting to work really really hard to get some exposure.
It's extremely hard.
Everyone makes it look so so easy.
Why is it so hard for me?
It's like I live in a the darkest corner of the world, where no one ever ever looks.


The sun needs to shine in my corner pretty soon.